A sad decision
Feb. 19th, 2005 12:44 amAfter a lot of deliberation, I've decided not to go to that pagan festival this year.
Not that I don't want to, but the "margins" for error are just too close this time around. I had a couple more bills come in today, and I can pay them (just) if I stagger things out for the next month. Also, finding a suitable house sitter is harder than I thought. Rather than rush into this with no allowance for problems, I'd rather do this right. That means instead, planning to attend the festival next year. If I do that, I think it would be a much better outcome all around.
Not an easy decision to make, and there are other reasons that i haven't disclosed here that have influenced me in this, though they might seem odd or otherwise strange if I mention them. All you have to know, is that I have good reasons behind this.
Having said that, I am still very disappointed.