
I've deactivated my
Elsie Brook Facebook account
again. I was clearly "acting out" on it today rather than do stuff that I need to do. Ultimately that allows me to procrastinate and avoid stuff. Tons of distractions on it, and when I do use it for the posting of genuine stuff or call out for help, I never get what I need. In short, the perfect thing to addict me with.
Laurel Galli will still be active so that I can update my
Rainbow Haven and
Artist pages. But she has only a few friends and the urge to do anything other than the absolute minimum on FB with that account doesn't exist.
It's the mark of an addiction to assume you have control when you don't. I seem to as Laurel because mostly, it's boring. But I don't with Elsie, because I allowed it to become too much like the previous account from last year.