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Dec. 30th, 2009
Today's fuck up
Dec. 30th, 2009 09:07 pmToday was a total fuck-up the moment I set outside the house, with losing my purse and having a panic attack.
I was originally going to visit Jenny this morning but I felt kind of ill, and decided to stay home. Then Kevin phoned and wanted me to go to the bank for him (we have the same bank). I said I would and got ready to go out. I went to Cardiff first to return some library items and then after that went to ALDIs and a newsagent for a browse before doubling back to Stocklands Glendale to go to the bank. Only, when I got there I discovered that I didn't have my purse on me!
I went back to Cardiff and no it wasn't at ALDI and yes, it was at the newsagent's where I'd dropped it. Did I mention I wasn't feeling that good? There was lots of glare out there today and my eyes were playing up. I caught the next bus to Stocklands and was crossing the car park when I felt a severe pain in my chest. I sat down for a while until it eased and went to the bank - only to discover I'd got there 9 minutes after closing.
Had a bit of a panic attack a few minutes later. Just sat it out, but the fuck wit spruiker with his P.A. system promoting the pet shop ("C'mon, they don't love you if they don't buy you a puppy!") didn't help. I did a little shopping and went home.
I was going to do another two pages of web comics today - that's gone by the board. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
I was originally going to visit Jenny this morning but I felt kind of ill, and decided to stay home. Then Kevin phoned and wanted me to go to the bank for him (we have the same bank). I said I would and got ready to go out. I went to Cardiff first to return some library items and then after that went to ALDIs and a newsagent for a browse before doubling back to Stocklands Glendale to go to the bank. Only, when I got there I discovered that I didn't have my purse on me!
I went back to Cardiff and no it wasn't at ALDI and yes, it was at the newsagent's where I'd dropped it. Did I mention I wasn't feeling that good? There was lots of glare out there today and my eyes were playing up. I caught the next bus to Stocklands and was crossing the car park when I felt a severe pain in my chest. I sat down for a while until it eased and went to the bank - only to discover I'd got there 9 minutes after closing.Had a bit of a panic attack a few minutes later. Just sat it out, but the fuck wit spruiker with his P.A. system promoting the pet shop ("C'mon, they don't love you if they don't buy you a puppy!") didn't help. I did a little shopping and went home.
I was going to do another two pages of web comics today - that's gone by the board. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
Writer's Block: Reflections
Dec. 30th, 2009 09:39 pm[Error: unknown template qotd]I think the You are Here Now Opening was a high point. My trip to Tuntable Falls and Nimbin with my ex was pretty stressful, though not that big a low. Maybe having a panic attacked induced in me by my boarder might count. But I saw live: Human League; The Church; Mental as Anything; The B-52s. A good year for live bands. It was a whole year without Pegasus. I also discovered internet radio with stations like Soma, October Country and others.
It's been a stressful year for better or worse, and one I had to get through.
It's been a stressful year for better or worse, and one I had to get through.