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This is the anniversary of the founding of the Temple of Cybele in ancient Rome. People were entitled to chariot races in the Circus Maximus, where a statue of Cybele stood beside the central obelisk. It was on this day that the galli (gender variant followers) were allowed to collect money.
 


The festivities from the 15th to 27th of March are clearly those of a dying and reborn God. Attis was originally a god of vegetation. Later he became associated with the Sun. There are also clearly similarities between these rites and those of Easter, but it most likely that the Christian rites were influenced by these, not vice versa. Christianity had a habit of incorporating pagan practices as a way of gaining converts. Mithra, another dying and reborn God, also had a popular cult about this time.

Of what relevance are these festivities to transgendered pagans today? They are reflective of death and rebirth, grieving and celebration. Grieving, because he have let go of all the possibilities inherent in who we were, as opposed to who we need to be. This might involve saying goodbye to friends, lovers and family (hopefully not), or to those illusions which mislead or ensnare us. But in any case, something is lost, for better or worse. But something is gained too. We gain a new life and the possibility of developing ourselves in new ways and directions -- ways that were impossible before.

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Canna intrat (15 March) is the first of a series of celebrations held in Roman times related to Cybele and Attis, representing a cycle of death and rebirth.

The brotherhood of cannophori went into procession through the streets, carrying reeds cut from the banks of the Almo. This was the beginning of nine days of penitence when people abstained from bread, pomegranates, quinces, pork, and fish. Milk was mainly drunk instead.

In Western Society something of this fasting still survives in Christian prohibitions before Easter. In Islam Ramadan involves a month of fasting between sunrise and sunset. Fasting helps set an altered state of being - our attentions and focus become somewhat different for a time.

Likewise, this is the start of a series of contemplations about the rituals surrounding the commemoration of Attis's death and rebirth, and what it might mean to us today.

The Basics

Sep. 7th, 2010 10:51 am
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One of the other things I'm doing for fortnight (week) 2 is reviewing the basic principles every day after doing the morning pages. Here they are, as I understand them:
  1. Creativity is the natural order of life. Life is energy: pure creative energy.
  2. There is an underlying, in-dwelling creative force infusing all of life -- including ourselves.
  3. When we open ourselves to our creativity, we open ourselves to the creator's creativity within us and our lives.
  4. We are, ourselves, creations. And we, in turn, are meant to continue creativity by being creative ourselves.
  5.   Creativity is the God[esse]'s gift to us. Using our creativity is our gift back to the God[ess].
  6. The refusal to be creative is self-will and is counter to our true nature.
  7. When we open ourselves to exploring our creativity, we open ourselves to the God[ess]: Good Orderly Direction.
  8. As we open our creative channel to the creator, many gentle but powerful changes are to be expected.
  9. It is safe to open ourselves up to greater and greater creativity.
  10. Our creative dreams and yearnings come from a divine source. As we move toward our dreams, we move toward our divinity.
    Now as originally phrased, this came across as a very Christian set of statements, but really they are pretty independent of religious belief (even Buddhism and Atheism). Really - it's about a "higher power" which need not be an external god or goddess as such. I've experienced "higher powers" when I went to 12 step groups, so for me this is familiar territory.

    Of course they also fit really well into my own religious beliefs, such as they are. And what are those? Well I believe in the Goddess and the God. The Goddess for me is the creative force that makes diversity and variety; the God is the counter to that, the maker (and breaker) of rules (but not necessarily dealing with fools, if you know Alan Parsons) and limits. Life is somewhere in-between these two extremes.

    And also for me, the Goddess is The Great Mother - Cybele. I've met her in dreams and am an ordained priestess in the Maetreum of Cybele in the USA (one reason I do Tales of the Galli).

    So this whole philosophy of creation appeals to me, but as a Gallae, and a comic creator. And what better way to do Mother's work? Very Happy
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    I've been researching for Tales of the Galli, in which I'm currently telling the myth of Cybele and Attis. Anyway, I was looking up Attis and found an entry for Attis under Baby Name Guesser. It had the following text:

    When naming your baby Attis, it's important to consider the gender of the name itself. When people look at the name Attis, they might ask the question, "is Attis a man or a woman?", or "what is the gender of the name Attis?" Some names are more gender neutral than others, and some names are more strongly associated with either males or females.

    Who else can see some humour in this (very definitely an "in joke")?

    Out of it

    Feb. 28th, 2007 06:16 am
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    I feel...
                 ...lost.

    I've been feeling like this a lot, lately. I think maybe getting caught with the car, and all the messy follow up, has just forced the issue. And it's a problem I've had for some time, delayed by my studies, which gave me focus.

    Don't know if I have any answer to this. Last year I thought I did, but right now, I just feel lost.

    Help me Mother, please.

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    After missing a bus today, I was feeling a little low, and tired as I walked to Wallsend library. Just been down a bit lately as well, for one reason or another.

    Anyway, as I walked on, I got to thinking about the Goddess, with Hecate and Cybele in particular, thinking "send me a sign, just to let me know that I shouldn't fret". Sure enough, I got one. Later, as I stepped on the bus to Barnsley, they were playing I'll Stand by You by the Pretenders.

    Know it sounds silly, but I've always associated this (and also of course, Hymn to Her) with the Goddess (and Hecate in particular - read the lyrics), and heard it when I've been down and just needed, well something. Last time it really made a difference was when I was in Phuket in a hospital bed recovering from surgery and feeling very very low. I flicked on the TV and there was, on the WWF advert!

    Thank you Goddess, that was all I needed! *SMILE*

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    I collapsed yesterday. It wasn't actually a bad thing as such, but it was pretty scarey. I'm OK, don't worry, and I might write more about this in one of my other journals, but for now it's given a lot to think about.
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    Well, I underwent "The Mysteries" last night, and was also elevated as a Cybelene priestess as well.

    Neither were what I was expecting, but both were what I needed.

    Nuff said (except that I had a hangover this morning).

    History

    Mar. 24th, 2006 06:52 pm
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    Just been to a "10,000 Year History" (not its proper title) which was a filmed workshop about the Goddess. It was good, but I was very tired and a little bit cranky. I need some sleep before tonight's rituals.

    Earlier in the day I went with Helen to Woodstock to pick up Julia. We went straight there and despite neither of us having been to Woodstock before, or knowing exactly where she was, we found her first go. On the way back however we ended up in Saugerities (see local map). This sounds like Socrates mispronounced but looked like it had a lot of local colour. Except that no one we asked knew how to get to Palenville. We eventually got directions at a service station.

    However, and odd thing about getting lost. I think we did so could see a sign for Key Bank (see right). I've been focussed on the Key being a symbol for Cybele, and there it was, just perfect. Also on the way home we followed car which had a bumper sticker saying "The Goddess Dances". Sure enough, we followe it all the wy back to the house! It was Jamie from Georgia, who'd just driven 15 hours to get here.

    Serendipity always mean that I'm on the right track, despite myself. *GRIN*

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