Laura Seabrook's Ramblings

I must be so fucked-up. I'm upset over someone apologising! I just feel like my feelings of "lack of femininity" are just being rubbed in. Xmas fucking break - I hate it! I tried to go out the back and sit with Pegasus, but I was more upset than I thought. I'll go over to Jenn's in a while, but feel guilt if I go there feeling like this.

I can't go on like this. I'm thinking I might go back on the Luvox. It'll make me brain-dead creatively, but I'm just so sick of feeling this way.

Just wish the new year was here - this one has (mostly) sucked.