laura_seabrook | The eve of NOWSA

Fuck I was thinner back then! I just paid my fee for attending NOWSA.

I have to say, that I am really really really nervous about tomorrow. The indications are that there is little for me to be worried about, really, but my body still remembers the last time I went to NOWSA (and the aftermath). I know that most of this is probably just my anxiety disorder playing up (it did all last week) but that doesn't help me much.

I currently stay away from the Women's Space at NUSA not because I don't believe myself to be woman (I DO), but because it's simpler, less stressful, and doesn't make anyone else comfortable. I feel weary and tired already, because this is a battle I've fought before, and it wears me out.