Annoying Sense of "Don't Go There"
Oct. 1st, 2005 07:31 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
laura_seabrookI'm annoyed. The only panel I really absolutely wanted to go to -- My Comic is Stillborn -- was on yesterday at 5pm. That time, I was only just getting away from Carolyn's. I'm debating what to do today. I have to go to Gender X Genre as I'm reading poetry there, but this is on between 12:30 to 1:30 pm, and afterwards I need to go to the Empire to check out the venue for the 2nd showing of this for Rainbow Visions. That means I can't go to: Grants, Sponsorship, Philanthropy Advertising; Character vs Plot; or even Comics: Letting Down the Revolution.. Maybe that's a good thing, I don't know.
For some reason I feel annoyed and angry at this year's T.I.N.A. I don't understand just why, but I recognise the feelings -- I used to have them when I'd go to SF Conventions back in Perth (like![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
swancon). I used to go to those things expecting so much, and every time I'd come away bitter and disappointed. Something definitely weird going on in my head space.
Where is this coming from? Why am I angry? Is it just me being sick? What's making me bitter?
Anyway, the only other thing I wanted to go to today (apart from the book crossing stuff, which I could do tomorrow), is Creative Commons vs Copyright, at 3:30pm. Nothing much after that appeals to me, and in any case I have to come home and feed the pets. Ah, bugger it!
For some reason I feel annoyed and angry at this year's T.I.N.A. I don't understand just why, but I recognise the feelings -- I used to have them when I'd go to SF Conventions back in Perth (like
swancon). I used to go to those things expecting so much, and every time I'd come away bitter and disappointed. Something definitely weird going on in my head space. Where is this coming from? Why am I angry? Is it just me being sick? What's making me bitter?
Anyway, the only other thing I wanted to go to today (apart from the book crossing stuff, which I could do tomorrow), is Creative Commons vs Copyright, at 3:30pm. Nothing much after that appeals to me, and in any case I have to come home and feed the pets. Ah, bugger it!
