sigh

Read a friend's journal how they are sick of being consider a "public other" because of their trans status. There was a a lot more - including about the difficulty of dating, sex and relationships - and it pushed a lot of buttons in me.

Today is the start of O-Week at university and I am not ready, and have not been able to do anything in the last two months to prepare for my confirmation. I went out yesterday to buy flea bombs and worming stuff and missed the bus, coming back 90 minutes later than I wanted. I felt hot and bothered, had diarrhoea and slept most of the time. 

Today we might flea bomb the house, maybe. Tomorrow I see my counsellor, and because she's located not far from where jenny's husband is, I thought I might take Bobby with me and visit him first. maybe.

Otherwise, I just feel sick, tired, lonely, sad and confused.

End of Time

I saw both part I and II of The End of Time today. It "cheered me up" a lot. More or less well done, even though at times it seemed more harry Potter than Doctor. And I do look forward to the next season of Dr Who.

the hear

I "should" be...

...doing something for uni;
...working on a comic;
...flea bombing the house.

But it's too hot and horrible. I might sit outside with the dogs.